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Do You Remember?
The smile on your face when I held you
the sparkle in your eye
the care free world we would visit
every time we kissed
just for that moment
it didn't matter
whatever it was
but do you?
1, 2, 3Gimme just three words
those three words
let me hear them
while in your arms
when I'm at my weakest
in that moment I'll find
more than I've ever dreamed
more than I ever could have imagined
three words I ask
1, 2, 3
Give me a chance, Just one chance
To show you what it means to love
Let me in to the beautiful eyes
Pull your heart close
To see you smile is all I want, all I need
From this life and next
With my eyes shut all I see
a warm home
with a loving family inside
This family, so loving, so bold
nothing can stop them,
take their love, make them cold
With a smile on the fathers face
and a kiss "Good Night"
one girl, one boy
he lays in bed waiting
the room dim and the wife near
they kiss and come close
giving a each a gift so rare
For this family is me
for it is the future I see
but one thing is missing
one more thing in this life
the final piece
to this puzzle deep in my chest
This last piece is the hardest to reach
for even money could not buy this
this piece is so warm and so beautiful
so loving, so trusting
Worth all I have to give and more...
This piece is...
Not Lost, But Still SearchingWhat happened to my girl?
What happened to my love?
Such a sweet loving girl
So lost in the game
The more I try
the worse it gets
To keep her head up high
And her happiness in check
All I want is to see my girl again
To see that light once more
I know it's there
I know it's bright
I wish she'd believe me
Just one of these nights
She'd see her light again
The one hidden behind the fears
My life is very slowly moving forward
And no matter what people say
I won't leave my Hobbes behind
Her heart is just stuck in a crooked gear
Just needs some oil to make her see clear
I'm sure she sits tonight
Curled up with fright
Wishing she had someone
Just one person to hold her tight
Each time we fight
It hurts like hell
But I know it's required
To see her well
My Hobbes is there
I know she is
I just want to get her
Back in gear
A Shattered Catch"Here Catch!" I call out with a bright smile, but they turn away.
I stand and watch as it falls to the ground and shatters in a billion little pieces.
I take a deep breath and pull myself together.
After picking up the pieces and piecing them together I call out again. This time with one eyebrow raised as I wonder if they will listen.
"Here catch!" I call out trying to sound just a joyous as before, but alas the sound of shaterring pieces can be heard almost echoing as the world seems vast and empty.
Once again I pick up the pieces and fix it.
I swallow hard and toss it once more. This time my voice full or worry and doubt.
I stare at the pieces. Each one barely thumping now.
Slowly each piece stops, I kneel down and once again pick up the shattered remains of my heart.
The Roller Coaster
My stomach floats up to my throat
My body seems weightless
I feel my hair and clothes lift away from my body as if filled with helium
I watch as we head straight for the ground
Nothing but my back pressed against the seat
I see the rest of the track rushing passed and seem to be rising up
I take hold of her hand
I hold it tightly
She looks to me with a panicked depressed look
I whisper, "I Love You"
and tell her she is safe
The wind rushing past our faces as we barrel down the seemingly endless drop
Pillars and signs whiz past almost attacking
"When will we make the bend back to the top?" She asks
I look to her and smile
"I don't know, but I'll be right here beside you no matter how long it takes"
The Urge To ProtectI look back
I turn back to my show
I repeat this for over and hour
Each time wishing, wanting something
Something I can't have
Something that makes me selfish
I want someone all to myself
To hold, to love, to...
I'm a horrible person...Is it wrong
to want so little
To want their life
to be put on pause
Just for you?
How do you say...Have you ever sat and stared
at all the letters in front of you
wanting, needing to use them
You have him/her in mind
and have so much to say
but there doesn't seem to be any words
that can portray the way you feel
You want to thank them
for all that they've done
for without them you wouldn't be
where, and who, you are now
monsters❝ You're a monster, and I don't want anything to do with you. ❞
She’s a monster?
Oh, the THINGS Allison Argent could spit back right now;
words dipped in WOLFSBANE, tongue made of p o i s o n . She
could BREAK him right now. S h a t t e r his bones and leave
him a PILE OF ASH, the scent of burnt flesh permeating the air.
But she [ was not Kate. ] Could be, as easily as snapping
fingers, as easily as lighting a M A T C H . She could be Kate,
if she wanted. Could leave a werewolf broken, howling
lupus❝ You really don't know a thing about love, do you? ❞
F L A S H B A C K S .
She’s sitting on the grass, laughing with HIM, uneven jaw
and shaggy brown hair, a smile and eyes that put the cutest
of puppies to s h a m e . There’s a picnic, sparkling cider and
finger sandwiches, and everything fizzes when the bottle pops
open. She can still see it, see the sparks, Allison blinks and
I may not haveI fell in love
But not in deep love
I have been played like an opponent in a game
But not in a tournament
I've met mediocre liars
But not professional liars
I had flinging crushes
But not serious relationships
I may not have been broken by serious love
But I understand the feeling
I only know the sight of a player
Not a secret cheater
I know the idea of rejection
I don't know the idea of losing your true love
I heard Maybe later
But not Sorry I don't love you anymore
I may not have what you have
But I understand what's like to go through of being in love and out of love
Blue-jays that talk
and raccons that can't rap.
Random outgoing bananas
and hippie counselors who over-relax.
Talking gum-ball machines that are always mad,
and spherical headed men who mistake lollipops for cash.
I adore these cartoons, even though they tend to get bashed.
The older shows are gone and over, can't you accept that?
I know you want Cat-dog, Recess, and those 5 small kids that always had each others backs.
But you're gonna have to get used to Regular Show, Adventure Time, and that family of two rabbits, a fish, and two cats.
You're complaining about the new TV shows and how they suck?
We have better things to complain about, like the economy and how no one gives a--- fluff.
It's about time we all realize we can't change the past, but we can change our future <3
UntitledYou complete me,
waking up to your little snores,
There is no where i would rather be,
With you I couldnt ask for any more.
You show you care,
In a way different from I,
At first I thought it wasnt fair,
but i can see now how much you really try.
no matter what we disagree about,
regardless of any fight,
i know i just couldnt live without,
being with you is just so right.
I can rap too...The world seems to think I'm everybody's fool
and that I'm just a
just a failed abortion with a stupid name
"Give up on your dreams"
After all, I I only have myself to blame
Discarded as retarded
and can't be realistic
whatever you claim
But I'm just getting started
and this is my kind of game
So, let's move along and pick our teams
I'll take your expectations
and rip them at the seams
You can't tie me down
or hold be back
or punish me for the things that YOU lack
Is it just me?
Or is it getting hot?
Because I can feel my body turn to flame
As I remember I've come off the beaten track
Don't try to put me out because you cannot.
You will only make the flame ignite.
What do you mean by I am not cool.
Are you implying that I am not like you?'
You're so cold
that if callous were a crime
you'd get life without parole
Not a failed abortion
Just a diamond in the rough
only faceted by societal torsion
and can never be scuffed
This is my life
100 Theme Challange 12: InsanityI’m in a room…
Why won’t you talk to me?
Why won’t you talk to me?
FUCKING TALK TO ME!
I said I’m sorry…
I SAID I’M SORRY! YOU FUCKING WHORE! I HATE YOU!
Why won’t you forgive me?
Why do you hurt me?
I’m so filthy…
One day you’ll kill me…
WHY WON’T YOU FORGIVE ME? I’M FILTHY BECAUSE OF YOU!
I’LL KILL YOU! I PROMISE! LOVE ME!
The white wall didn’t answer.
It never does.
Though I Never KnewThough I never knew
The wonders that you hold
Getting to meet
The lady responsible for it all
That changed my life
There's so much
I would love to tell you
You'd love to hear
But rest assured
No matter where you are
Up there, looking down
Or among us
Side by side
Pride and joys
You are missed
By more then you knew
And are loved
far and near
dead dog julyI.
the summer heat lays limp in the city’s lap,
breathing long oppressive breaths.
it does not even lift its lolling head
to bark out hoarse indignancy
when a strange man brings the mail.
there might be heavy rain today,
brought by some swollen, murmuring cloud.
the world will whirl and howl,
then settle down,
to die a little more.
o, quickly, love,
press your back against the wall in fear
as the universe spreads her arms and
shuts her eyes
and starts to summon the end of all things.
come with me
to the place of windows full of speechless afternoon
hot windy whispers of half-formed solutions and resolutions,
sweltering sunlit meadows we’ll wander and then forget.
o quickly, love,
let’s to the season of forgetting
and unwind all of our harshest memories
and fill the universe’s mouth
with mute cotton.
i’ll whisper these words to you some evening
with all my exigency in the hand i rest on your arm—
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